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Sept 24 CuddlesReject
1 a: to refuse to accept, consider, submit to, take for some purpose, or use b: to refuse to hear, receive, or admit : rebuff, repel
2 obsolete : to cast off
3: throw back, repulse
(m-w.com)

It’s been a tough few days. I’m exhausted and cranky. I stupidly shared something very deep earlier today, foolishly letting someone get a glimpse of the rejection I’ve felt both in the distant past and recently and how devastated both made me feel.

I need to stop lying to myself and telling myself it’s going to get better.

It’s not.

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